Thoughts of the not so eventful day

We are approximately two months from Chloe Grace's arrival into the world. I walk into her room and although it is beautiful, it seems sterile without her little body in there. I know life will forever change, but I am ready for this change. I have thought long and hard before being blessed with this little miracle, and it is ok if she wakes me up twenty times a night. I talk to my sweet nieces and nephews and I cant wait to hear what her little voice will sound like and hear what she will have to say. I read another blog, and they are awaiting on the arrival of their third child, the only boy. It is the same structure my family is two girls and our baby brother. I use baby loosley, he is now over 6 feet tall, and very large in stature with big hands, and big muscels...amazing he looks like a man. I would still protect him with my life, against anything. He might think he is big, but I am older and anyone who makes a big sister mad has got something coming to them. I think about Ella and Maddie and how much they will love their little baby brother Sam. I was Maddies age when zach was born, and I am pretty sure I couldnt have done a better job raising him. I watch him grow up and it is hard to not want him to be my little brother. But words of wisdom to Maddie and Ella (if their daddy reads) he will be a brat, he will think you are gross, he will try to beat you up, you will be bigger, and you wont like each other all the time, and family vacations in the car...dont get me started. He will hide in your closet with his friends, he will smell funny and you will think he is gross, but all of a sudden, one day, you will look up and he will be 20 and playing college ball, and leaving for Wisconsin in a few weeks, and you will worry like a mom until you see him again. And somehow you wont have koodies anymore, and he wont mind SO much giving you a hug or letting you kiss him on the cheek, or commenting on his whiskers. And then on mothers day, just when you think he is to cool to be emotional, you get flowers and a card telling you what a great sister you are and what a great mom you are going to be. And somehow and for some reason you want to call your mom and dad and thank them for raising such a wonderful man, and you want to tatoo all over his body that any woman that gets him, better ready to answer to his sisters! Zach...we love you so much. We are so proud! I am such a lucky big (little) sister and Chloe will have such a wonderful uncle. I watch him with the others...what a boyfriend, husband, daddy he will be...it better be in that order! Maddie and Ella, just when he is driving you crazy picking and poking on you (which he will still do at 20,30 and probably even 40) you will realize what a great little brother Sam is! I promise!