Meeks Update

Ok I just typed this whole blog and blogger ate it and so I have to retype evrything...sometimes I hate blogger.

Well it is official I am a stay at home mommy. Saturday was my last day that the office and it was bittersweet. Those guys are like my family and I will miss them all very much. I cried alot and Jeremy I think was a little worried that I was going to not actually leave but I know that I am making the right decision. It has been a great week. Chloe and I have both adjusted great to being at home together. We have talked ALOT about the Christmas presents under the tree because they seem to make her worry a whole lot. We have also read alot of books and I have spent time basically reclaming me house. I am loving having enough time to actually cook meals and put laundry up where it goes. I have loved working and I know that God has had a perfect plan in mind. Had I not worked I am not sure that I would appreciate the time I am able to spend doing some of the "mommy" things that I always did in such a rush and so hurridly. Having time to enjoy her talking to me or "helping" me do laundry is so much fun. God has truly blessed me with a wonderful husband and security so that I can have the gift of staying at home. He has answered numerous prayers to give me a peace and an understanding about my decision and He contimues to provide me with small reassurances that let me know that He is in control and I have made the right decision. To say it is not an adjustment in an understatment but I am doing better than I thought I would. So here I am...Chloe is napping and I am blogging. I truly can enjoy not having to hurry, rush or feel pressure and just getting to enjoy such a precious time for my family. Here are some pictures of thanksgiving long overdue. I had 20 people at the new house and loved it. I cooked and everyone visited and ate. The reason I loved this house when we bought it was because I could picture it filled with family and it was and I loved it! So enjoy the pictures... Notice the nice scab on our forehead. That came from trying to do everything by ourself...ahhh! 16 months and so busy!